Blue day

Having a bit of a blegh day so trying to think positive...
Easier said than done really... Heh.
Moving again in 3 months. Quite looking forward to it. Hopefully I'll get a two bedroom flat this time. Need an office if I want to start making little bits to sell online.
Have to wait until next year to do that so I have enough money.
Have to get a sewing machine, fabric and other little bits and bobs. Will prob just go to charity shops and use clothes with really nice patterns :)
I just need something that isn't my job to focus on.
Plus having another pissed of about how I look day. Being 5' and a size 12 is never a good thing. If I were a bit taller I would look ok.... But because I'm short I just look fat. Hate being 'curvy' it's disgusting and embarrassing! Can't talk to anyone about it because I just get told I look good. The lies just piss me off even more to be honest. I know some people are only trying to make me feel better but it doesn't work. Shame I can't afford plastic surgery!